还蛮生气..外加一点矛盾的心情..

今天... 中六才刚开始第2天.. ceramah闷到发慌.. 从7点半听到1点才放学=.=

这个不是重点..重点来了..(其实重点只是一个老师)
XXX老师给我们数学的ceramah.. 态度很差, 还要很像一副叫我不要读form6的模样..
" Are you sure u want to take science stream without any transfer or changes?
For STPM level.. maths.T paper consists of 2 paper.. which is paper 1 consists of 12 questions whereas paper 2 also consists of 12 questions. However, before u want to ANSWER (she emphasize on this is ANSWER and NOT SCORE) that STPM paper for 12 questions.. u need to do 12 thousand question to practice! Means, total 24 question you need to pratice 24 thousand times so that u can answer the STPM paper.

I'm believe that form 6 is not your first choice, am I right? Ask for yourself. So, if you want to find your luck here, please go other way round. Form 6 is not the place that u can find your luck."

然后呢..XXX老师就问我们数学和高级数学拿A的举手.. (数学=多数人A,高级数学=少数人A)
又来了..

"If u get A1 in your both modern maths and add maths.. please dont be sure that your maths.T will be very good in STPM level. You can dump your A's in dustbin. "

结果.. 他后来又问谁的高级数学拿C5 or c6的举手..
然后继续...

" I have many student who get A1 in both maths.. but in STPM.. only score C-. So, who score C5/C6, you can consider transfer to act stream. And for those who are no determination to study form 6 or only find your luck in form 6, PLEASE DON'T TORTURE YOURSELF and TORTURE ME!!!"

然后..无言..后来他又补充了一句..
" I'm not threaten you all, I'm only tell the reality to you all."

其实过后回头想想.. form 6的确不是我的 first choice.. 而且.. 我之前也挺抗拒读form6 的..
现在又听到到他和我一些朋友说 maths.T真的很难.. 而我的数学一向很烂T.T
更惨的是...我那么讨厌数学却不能Drop...!!
看来..我STPM的数学又是没有救了..我不能再承受比高级数学再难的数学了=.=
高级数学已经够我受的了..折磨了我这么久..现在又.. Haiz... 夭寿啊..
愿上天... 保佑我吧~.~